Tuesday, January 31, 2012
Friday, January 27, 2012
Commitment.
In order to stay true to my resolutions for 2012 of being spontaneous and willing to try new things, I've gotten myself into some pretty exciting stuff;
i) CER
Wasn't so sure about this one actually, but after quite a bit of encouragement and some amount of positive feedback(although somewhat sketchy and vague), I finally decided to see what this baby's all about. I don't know what it's about at all; the only thing I know about it is its name. Oh, and I am going alone. How's that for "willing to try new things"?
ii) Real art that I hope will get me some money
Will be praying for lots of grace and courage for this one though. Anyway, I've been thinking about going serious with this whole "art" business. Had a crazy idea to start a birthday card "business/company" awhile ago but nothing's really come out of it yet. And then recently, an old friend landed his first official commission(congrats Brian!), so now I might move beyond birthday cards! Will need more practice, more materials and will definitely have to read/research more. Started the new year with a piece entitled(for now) "And Dilios goes home alone". Really hope this piece will help to get things moving!
iii) Vietnam in April
Not sure what the plan is yet; not even sure who's going besides Marcus and I. Kinda planning to travel the whole of Vietnam by the Reunification Express. Will iron out all the details and plan the itinerary once we confirm out total strength.
Alrighty then, back to work!
Tuesday, January 17, 2012
Thinking about, well, stuff.
Been thinking about quite a lot of things lately and I guess I'll write about the more important ones;
For starters, I think at 21(or 20 years and 8 months), one has to learn to prioritise; to put all the proper things, people and events into their proper places and arranged them according to their importance and merit. As of late, I've been struggling with that because I'm not too sure about what's really important to me; I've lived my whole life thinking that everything that I'm part of is important to me; I have never sat down and weighed them out to decide which was more important, or less important. The idea just never crossed my mind before. But there are only seven days a week, 24 hours a day and that doesn't give me a lot of time to work with; hence the whole mumbo jumbo about setting my priorities straight and all.
Now with that being said and all, this beings me to my second point about being spontaneous and trying new things. I know that I've said this quite a lot at the end of 2011, that 2012 is a year of opportunities and a year for trying and getting out of that comfort zone. Thing is, I don't really know what and when to try. And there're so many things coming my way and I have to decide quickly before 2012 becomes just "another year" gone by and wasted.
Ohkay, I think that's enough worrying for now. Back to work!
Thursday, January 12, 2012
Nothing much really.
Apparently, MS Paint's not good enough for the job, so I downloaded Paint.net instead. It doesn't seem very user-friendly but I've seen it at work and I think it's pretty awesome. Well, once you get the hang of it, of course. Will probably be spending the next few weeks trying to figure out how it works and all.
Saturday, December 31, 2011
Hello Blogger.
Okay, where to begin(blows off the dust and wipes away the cobwebs on this little baby here)? It's 2012 now and I know this might sound cheesy, but this year is OUR year man! ORD here we go-oh-oh-oh! But ORD aside, there're other things that I feel that will make 2012 an interesting year. Well, for one, there's school! Sure hope that school's going to be exciting! New environment, new friends and all.
So here's wishing everyone a happy new year; I hope that 2012 will be an awesome and eventful year for everyone!
Wednesday, August 3, 2011
progress in the dead of night.
from my quiet reading corner, i can hear the constant humming of machinery outside my window; a bright orange light pierces through the curtains at fixed intervals; the occasional(but loud) sound of men shouting. i take a quick glance to the left. my black Casio alarm clock tells me it's 3.23am, otherwise known as 0323 when one is in green(or any other colour of uniform for that matter). i put down Aravind Adiga's "White Tiger" and walk over to the closest window to investigate. it's quite a sight actually; progress in the dead of the night; Bangladeshi workers sitting atop big yellow machines that level the hot bitumen, like a farmer riding his buffalo; gently guiding it to plough the land.
"wow", i mutter quietly to myself, clearly unfamiliar with and in awe of the spectacle outside the window. but as the nights go on, i must say that it is not uncommon to see sights like this; foreign workers toiling late into the night while everyone else is sound asleep. now i finally understand why it is so easy to forget; to forget where all these structures came from and how these buildings came into being. it's easy to forget without constant reminders, that i must admit. after all, we are human. and as humans, forgetting is easy, remembering is hard; the former can be likened to trying to keep tiny grains of sand in your hands from falling through the little gaps between your fingers while the latter, quite simply, is all about letting go; the tiny grains of sand, faces and names and what not.
and this, i suppose, is the price of progress; a society that operates very much like clockwork, gears turning about and all for days on end, but no one, not even for a single moment, ever stops to think about who oils and replaces the gears in the middle of the night and who it is, that keeps the clock running.
Tuesday, August 2, 2011
the wait continues.
i am still waiting; still wanting; hoping and dreaming.
it is in all these, that my being be. my waiting, my wants, hopes and dreams.
thoughts of these occupy my mind constantly and more often then not, they spill over into my conversations too. these are the things that lift me up and weigh me down, things that i fight for and against; such a beautiful contradiction, an irony of sorts. and that my friends, is life as it is.