if only you knew.

just because a person doesn't show up for matches, it doesn't mean he's not loyal to the team.
or just because he doesn't turn up for training anymore, it doesn't mean he no longer loves the team.
sometimes, there are things and people that are more important than the team.
so please don't question my loyalty and love because i believe i've given almost everything i've had for the team;
blood, sweat and bones. and perhaps, a few tears.

and don't you feel that sucky feeling too?
you want to play badly too don't you.
i really wonder how you can sit through all those matches.
i really do.