on nights like these you wonder.

sometimes(apparently tonight is one of these times), i wonder about how easy it is to ask for God to help fix us up or maybe help us out with something and at the same time, how easy it is to betray His trust once he's helped us.

the worst part of it all is that you betray His trust knowingly;in full knowledge of what you are doing.


"where do i go from here?", i often ask myself.
and nothing much ever really happens and the world just moves on without me.