easier said than done.

i've been pretty angry over the past few weeks.

angry at myself for rushing at the gym and getting myself injured. sure, that's one.

two, i'm angry at my lack of motivation and my indecisiveness to get anything done during the weekends(i haven't read my Time and Fortune magazines yet).

three, there is someone(or rather, something) i want to kill badly, but due to certain parameters, circumstances and consequences that might await me, should i decide upon such a choice, he is going to live.

amongst the three, the third bothers me the most.

i have reason to believe he is craving attention and love(in his own twisted way), so hey, why feed him anyway. i have never met someone like that before and i must say; anger is an interesting feeling. but now i know i must detach that feeling from myself, so that i may have control over my Self.