damned if you do, damned if you don't.

a friend of mine said that i'm pretty feminine and all. haha. like hokay. beats me mann. but what i'm more worried about and am pretty sure of is that i'm really lost. like really really lost. i don't know what to do with my life. i feel so oh-so-complacent. it's like how i seem to enjoy bumming around doing nothing at all or sitting around dreaming of what i'll do in the near future or lazing around at the grandstand(um, it ought to be called grandsteps. seriously serious.). i am easily satisfied, no? i seem to always settle for second best while others slog their arses out to be the best.

well, to begin with, the above mentioned activities are labelled as largely unproductive and i'm in no position to argue bout that. call me a dreamer, call me a fool and what have you. but i'm really clueless bout what i really want to do in life.

"what do you really want in life?", she asks. what followed next was the usual standard fare. "i don't know.", i reply sheepishly. and she gives me one of her huh-what-the-heck-faces. and she reminds me that i've been saying too many i-don't-knows this year. dang. she's always right. and damn. i need help.

and here comes the rant-y bit of today. i seriously think that the guy that came up with PW is a real smartass cos honestly i think PW is damn backside la. when i say backside, i mean it's kinda like a pain in the rear end. haha. backside sounds a tad less intellectual don't you think?

balls to you, PW.