no fear, and go forth.

now's the not the time to hesitate.
to hold back.
why can't i live life to the fullest?
to enjoy and experience how life is really like?

every emotion.
every thought that comes into being.
why is it so hard to be who i need to be?
is being oneself so hard to do?

all i keep saying is that i'll try.
it is useless, all useless.
the excuses i give only contribute to my own demise and self-ruin.
it is dangerous to carry on like that.

so today is the day that i finally say that i ought to find something to look forward to in life.
something fulfilling and worthwhile.
something worth remembering.
so i say, in God i trust.

after all, a dream is but a dream.
while a goal is a dream with a dateline.