frustration.

i wish i could play for some club or something. or maybe try out coaching(although i ain't that good). well, anything to do with the game actually. i'm just hoping that someone can fix my shoulders or something so i can head back on to the field again. oh, happy days of guts and glory.

if only life were that simple.

anyway, i don't really remember when was the last time i felt this frustrated. say, maybe last year? things were okay at first but now it's getting a lil' messed up now. i'm slipping away slowly, day by day. losing myself to the devil, bit by bit. i don't like this at all. i just want to scream it all out. but i just can't.

screw it all.

i won't forget; ubermensch.