i don't quite get it.

the goal of any creator is to create a masterpiece that embodies perfection.

then why does God the creator create us, imperfect individuals that are flawed in more ways than we can even imagine? is perfection not key in His design? is there a reason as to why we were created imperfect? what exactly is His plan? i cannot comprehend why He has done so.

i believe that God the creator never intended for some of us to become monsters. i'd like to think that He would never create monsters. what then, you ask, are the monsters i refer to? my answer is as such; individuals who have stepped across the boundary of human morality. some of us become monsters intentionally while others become monsters unwittingly and under unfortunate circumstances.

what exactly makes a human person become a monster. his appearance is human, is it not? everything about him is human. he has fears. he feels emotions. he experiences hunger. he feels pleasure and likewise, pain. he still has dreams. but he is not human. perhaps it is because he does not think like one. to me, one who has no qualms about killing a fellow human being is a monster. or perhaps, those who are possessed by the flames of war and are thrown into the abyss can sometimes too, be considered as monsters.

sometimes i wonder if monsters were supposed to be the norm. what if a monster was the embodiment of perfection? what if they were the perfect masterpieces; killing machines for a higher purpose? what if that was our purpose? it is warped sense of perfection, but nonetheless, it is still perfection. killing without hesitation. killing instinctively, as if it were in them.

oh well, it sounds far-fetched and unlikely. it was a random thought after all. perhaps, one day, true perfection will shine through.

i'm still waiting for that day.