can't speak my mind these days.

i think it's come to a stage where i can't seem to find the right words to say when speaking in front of large audiences; i tend to forget what my main point is and i often get distracted by simple things like the lights going off and i lose my mojo. gone with the "click" of the switch just like that. getting a lil' pissed, but since today is Good Friday, i guess "pissed" can wait for another day.

that aside, i don't really understand why God loves to keep giving me the chance to share about the parable of the prodigal son. well, i think today was the third time but it didn't sound too good, especially since i had been awake for 24hrs straight and in that same no.4 for 23 hours already. will have to make up for it the next time, if God gives me a chance again!