ah, the disappointment within.

it's been hard to catch up with friends this year, so i make it a point to check out their blogs and all once in awhile. it's nice to see everyone doing well and all. but at the same time, it sucks to know that you've spent the whole year being a screw-up.

maybe it's a rude wake-up call.

a wake-up call to what life's all about, what it's meant to be.

at the same time, it makes me feel inferior in all ways possible. and it leaves me thinking; why am i such a flop?

but flop or not, life still goes on. and it doesn't wait.

and so now, i soldier on.