will it be a return to an empty house?

everyone's flocking back to their secondary schools again.
yes, it's the day of the year; teachers' day.
well, the draw ain't really the teachers but the friends and all.

i can't really decide what to do.
to go back to the school that i love oh-so-much. or to just sit at home and lepak around/rest/study.
for others, the choice is clear. but for me, the answer's a blur.

why, you ask. to be perfectly honest, i don't wanna travel all the way there just to find out that no one's gone back. or perhaps, the worst case scenario is going back only to be left in the crowd with no one to talk to. gotta admit man, that's gotta suck worse than being in an empty school. i mean, what the heck?! feeling lonely when you're with a bunch of people. that was prolly the dumbest thing you've heard all day, or perhaps in your God-knows-how-many-years of life.

sad, isn't it? and worse still, i think it's happening to me.