my oh my, these days are flyin' by.

it's a beautiful saturday morning. pleasant breeze and a not so sunny sun.
i'm kinda done with I & R, so it's yay for now. i've got to do some chem promos paper, some math revision-package-like thingy. and after dinner, i'll be of to church. like super yay. it'd better be productive.

sometimes i really wonder; do i really say all the wrong things? am i really insensitive as they say i am?

i have a big mouth. that's official. okay. maybe it's not big, it's just that it's got a big frequency. i cannot or rather, will not stop talking unless i'm either held at gunpoint or i'm in an examination. or if the situation demands otherwise. i guess that is why i'm considered as annoying by some. worse still, i think i create a very poor image of myself and people tend to dislike me a lot. but moving on from that some, i think i annoy my friends too. and they give me those sian faces that seem to say; wah piang eh. he's damn noisy.

ouch.

oh well. but next part is more disturbing. people tell me that i'm insensitive. i really don't know. maybe they're right? i mean, stupid people don't know they're stupid, and annoying people don't know they're annoying and likewise, insensitive people don't know they are insensitive.

how does one define insensitive? beats me mann.

come to think of it, i actually suck as a friend. i don't know how to keep in touch with old friends and all. and it sucks mann. especially when you see someone you used to know so well who doesn't recognise you anymore. someone whom you used to confide in, used to which each other happy b'day and all. used to.

on a random note, go check out David Sides on youtube. his piano covers are oh-so-awesome. haha. really good stuff. never knew chris brown's forever could be played on the piano. holy cow.

okay then, it's back to work!


Envision with our eyes,
and keep within our hearts,
the path to tomorrow.
And on that path, we'll fight.